Karoliina Kutnik

To jealousy
O, jealousy! O, my mother!
Your infernal and destructive power
For me is so warm and pleasant.
For me is as life-giving as bosom.
You don't live without me.
Deep inside my heart you're sleeping.
I, without you
Don't feel, that I live.
I exist tiresome
And wait until I find someone.
Someone who I'll become attached to,
Feel desire and lust to.
With me you'll wake up.
You'll make my days and dreams more beautiful.
Again in euphoria I'll be
When I'll curl up in agony.
I'll hurt others and myself.
Too bad! Jealousy! I need you!